Entry #27 - March 22, 1999


"Maybe we need on-going team-building activities....Feeling out of touch seems to lead to misunderstandings. Add the fact that we rarely have time to laugh and celebrate with each other and it amounts to a potentially serious problem."

Today was an inservice day for staff members. We started our morning with a baby shower breakfast for one of the gym teachers whose second daughter arrived a few weeks ago. It was a great way to welcome his new daughter while working some much needed social time into our agenda.

Recently on the Middle-L listserv there's been a discussion about staff morale and its relationship to the size and structure of middle schools. I've been very interested in this topic as I've watched our school grow from one building with about 700 kids to two buildings with over 1000 kids and an ever growing cast of staff members, 80+ at last count.

While there has been quite a lot written about the impact of large school populations on students, I haven't seen much about its effects on the adults who live and work in these large schools. A few years ago I was shocked to learn that folks at Olney High didn't even know their co-workers. I saw this anonymity as a significant piece of their overwhelming performance and morale breakdown.

Now I find that I no longer know everyone's name at CEM. It's really hard to get to know each other when we're all so busy. Not knowing each other personally has meant that we can't always rely on informal connections in our dealings with each other about student problems. Before, we could just make a point of talking to a coach or club sponsor if we had a student-related concern. Now we need a policy to dictate our procedures.

About five years ago, we adopted the small learning community model (SLC) and created a "school within a school" identity, but what about the need for a whole school mentality or spirit? We now have separate commencements and 8th grade trips as well as assemblies. Where do we go next?

I like the SLC model because we really get to know our students, especially when we "loop" and teach the same group for two to three years. I like the fact that less kids slip through the cracks or pass through as unknowns. However, the downside is that while we get to know the kids, we do tend to get somewhat isolated from our colleagues in the other SLC's. Is this isolation inevitable?

Maybe we need on-going team building activities at our monthly staff meetings and at our curricular meetings as well. Feeling out of touch seems to lead to misunderstandings. Add the fact that we rarely have time to laugh and celebrate with each other and it amounts to a potentially serious problem.

Finally, if I feel out of touch -- and I'm on quite a few activities and the type who freely walks up to new folks and talks to them -- how must it feel for the shy teacher or the newcomer?

My principal and I were e-mailing about this the other day and came up with the possibility of a staff retreat in the Fall. I hope we're able to set up some organized activities, like a retreat, to bridge the widening gap in the near future. I also think we need to mix things up at our next meeting using assigned groups and name tags. I know that there will be groans from some folks, but if we don't orchestrate it, people will just sit with their same old group.

After the baby-shower festivities my principal introduced a discussion about the "tone of decency" or type of atmosphere we want to maintain at our school at all times. First we discussed it in general and then we talked about it in terms of gender and sexual identity. We had never reviewed this policy as a whole staff before. As an initial discussion, it went very well. People were actively involved in the sharing of resources and the voicing of concerns.

We are going to set up some assemblies that can help our students break down the misconceptions and fears many have about homosexuality and AIDS. We are also going to get films to use in our guidance classes. Perhaps most importantly, my principal is advocating class meetings run by students in our advisories. She is going to get the materials needed to train advisors to facilitate the leadership development of students in their homerooms.

Our new principal has a middle school background and vision and we are already reaping the benefits, even though she's only been at our school for a few months. I feel almost disloyal saying this because I really respected my previous principal and the changes he made, but he was an elementary school leader at heart. Funny how you come to these realizations . . . .

Following the discussion about decency and equity we watched a piece of video from my recent Critical Friends Group taping. I edited the tape so it was a little rough, but folks were very attentive. We showed a 25-minute segment of our CFG using the "Tuning Protocol" to examine a lesson I taught my eighth graders.

The video showed brief sections of my presentation of the material, and my question for the group's focus. My question was about whether the use of models was really helping my kids get the concepts I was trying to teach. This was followed by clarifying questions and then warm and cool feedback on the part of my CFG members. I then responded to what I'd heard. Finally the video included about five minutes of our group's "debrief" of the process.

After viewing the tape, our staff broke into SLC's and one person in each group presented some work and a focusing question. Another person facilitated the "tuning," and we all participated in the steps we'd seen modeled by my CFG.

It was a fabulous exercise! When we reconvened as a whole staff there was an upbeat buzz in the air. People talked about wanting to use protocols in their team meetings, about joining a CFG and about how great it was to really accomplish something on an inservice day!

I am really excited about the direction we're moving in as a school. More people took ownership of school leadership yesterday than ever before. If we all see ourselves as leaders we're bound to make strides forward in our work with our children.

We ended the day with a written reflection and a statement by our principal about using protocols with parents and students in the future...it was wonderful!


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